The Mother's Portal for Paradise on Earth
                                                                              The Mother's Portal                                    for Paradise on Earth     

This section contains articles and poems written by Timothy, Discipol of The Mother

Doctor Timothy Watson, AKA Timoty Spearman is author of numerous books and academic articles, recently turned into filmmaker


The Holy Mother has heard our prayer!

When Eric Clapton and Luciano Pavarotti sang the duet “Holy Mother Hear Our Prayer”, they may not have known at the time that their prayer would be heard.

The Divine Mother, Sanda Davis, from the Garden of Paradise also known as Romania, currently residing in the Heart of Paradise, which is Canada, has heard our prayer loud and clear and is here as the answer to our prayers.

Sanda Davis the Universal Mother and Author Timothy Watson will be hosting a conference that will be announced, bringing together the Gates to Paradise.

Sanda Davis will be holding healing sessions, displaying her revolutionary and scientific healing methodology, which is tried and tested and for which she will hours of online footage at her website, showing her healing techniques in action. Disabled conference guests will be amazed and have their skepticism discarded when the lady shows how science and healing go hand in hand to create a better world, a healed world and a non-disabled world full of capacity, abundance and longevity.

Sanda will also counsel survivors of abuse and provide guidance on how to heal oneself body, mind, and soul. No one will go home dissatisfied from this conference. Questions will be answered, hearts, minds, and souls will be illumined, and troubling dilemmas will be shown solutions. Don’t miss this amazing opportunity to change your life.

The Holy Mother and her author friend Timothy Watson will be enlightening their audiences on the importance of True Identity, True Love, and True Understanding. Understanding the importance of these concepts is like unlocking the Gates of Paradise, no longer barred to the inhabitants of Earth, but open wide to all those wishing to pass on through.

The gifts of longevity, capacity, and infinite life can all be ours if we are willing to pass through the Gates of Paradise to a whole new way of life. Sanda Davis, the Mother, will point the way. All we have to do is heed her message and her counsel and we will be blessed with longevity and regeneration, and see all our capacities developed as we pass through the Gates of Paradise into an eternity of life and love on Earth.

Don’t miss this important opportunity to hear solutions, unlock doors to a better future and proceed down a better road. We have all heard about the problem. Now it’s time to hear about the solutions.




  Doe, Ray, Me, the First Notes of Paradise

  By Timothy, the Disciple of the Mother

The Mother recently discussed how many animals are becoming vegans and vegetarians. She spoke about how one of her cats, Bella, reprimanded another feline for catching and eating a mouse. She seemed put out that a pampered cat that is well fed and receives three square meals a day would dare to attack and kill a mouse.

The Mother often posts videos on social media showing traditional enemies curled up together as pals in a sleeping posture, including cats and birds, and other traditional predators and prey. In short, we seem to be living in those days when the lion lies down with the lamb. The Mother even commented recently, “I love wolves. I just wish they would find other food and not eat dear.”

I recall commenting to the Mother one day how I noticed that the squirrels seem more playful than formerly, delighting in chasing each other, playing tag, wrestling and cavorting rather than spending all their time foraging for food, gathering nuts in May, and tucking away provisions for the winter. There is time enough for that. They no longer seem in such a hurry.

Even the birds seem more Paradise friendly and God-responsive. They spend hours sunning themselves, basking in the breeze, or cavorting in the bird bath. They playfully forage for food, but never aggressively or maliciously pecking their rivals in the bid for acquisition. True, it is apparent that there seems to be enough to go around. But that in itself is a sign that Paradise is providing so that none may go without and there is enough to go around. This, in turn, diminishes the stiffness of the competition and the appetite for more.

As for climate change, everyone is brainwashed to believe it is a disaster for the planet when this may not be so. The ecozones where permafrost was an inexorable fact of nature are experiencing a perma-thaw and that may not be such a bad thing. While the glaciers are thawing and sea levels are rising, precipitation levels are also rising in many parts of the globe. Even desert regions are seeing rain where once there was none. If the barren wastes can support and sustain life, there will no longer be places of want looking on enviously at places of plenty. There will be more than enough food and resources to go around.     

The Mother foresees more diverse and colourful flora and fauna in areas of high latitude. Poetically I thought that the grey heron may in time more closely resemble the pink flamingo, or where the common garden weed might take on the more exotic appearance of the wild orchid. In short, common plants and animals might do well for themselves and marry up, cross-pollinating with those of a finer pedigree, birds of a feather rubbing tail feathers with those of a higher caste.  

As for a Dr. Seuss-like world where we communicate with animals, is this not already the case? How many pet owners have reported how their dog or cat are just like people, or how their dog or cat appears to understand when they’re being spoken to or talked about? Indeed so. Their ears burn too, don’t you know.

The Mother experienced Bella in the process of learning the concept of song forming the fundamental sounds La, la, la! Can Fa, la, la or Fa, li, la, di, da be far behind?

Who cannot recall the lyrics of Rodgers and Hammerstein on this very subject from The Sound of Music:

Doe, a deer, a female deer
Ray, a drop of golden sun
Me, a name, I call myself
Far, a long, long way to run
Sew, a needle pulling thread
La, a note to follow So
Tea, a drink with jam and bread
That will lead us back to Do, oh, oh, oh 


                The Mother God: God Must Be Female

       By Timothy Watson AKA Timothy Spearman

    Theologians and philosophers have made many attempts to prove the existence of God using a priori reasoning. Most logicians reject these attempts as circular arguments, in which the consequent and antecedent presuppose one another and are self-confuting. They, therefore, reject the attempt on the basis of the logical fallacy of circularity. But then God is the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end of all existence and creation, so the Hebrew Bible or Old Testament tells us, so the argument of circularity may not be as convincing as it at first appears.

    Perhaps the most well known of these so-called “proofs” for the existence of God is the ontological argument for God’s existence conceived of by the medieval theologian, St. Anselm.  According to the argument, “God is that being greater than which nothing greater can be conceived.” St. Anselm reasoned from this premise that this Creator, this Divine Being and author of all Creation, who had spoken the original logos or first word and saw that it was done, was a Being of such infinite perfection that such a Being would have to exist in actual fact and not just as an imagined agent of Creation conceived of in the minds of men. To conceive of a Being of such infinite perfection that such a Being is more perfect than anything in conception, it would have to exist in reality, argued St. Anselm, and not just in the minds of men.

    The same argument can be used to define the ontological status of God. The reasoning would go as follows: If God is that Being greater than which nothing greater can be conceived, then God cannot be male, for a male being would not be able to conceive and give birth to life. Since, according to Aristotle, the antecedent or efficient cause has to be equal to or greater than its effect, it holds that God as an efficient cause would have to exceed the capacity of the consequent, namely created life, by having the greater capacity to produce life. Since Creation is incapable of giving birth to itself, there must be a Being, whose agency as efficient cause is greater than that which is unable to bring itself into creation or inception. It holds then that there is a Being that is the prima causa or first cause of Creation, the antecedent of antecedents, the most primordial and the greatest efficient cause in the whole of Creation. Such a Being would have to be female and capable of producing life, otherwise said Being would not be equal to and greater than its effect as an antecedent or efficient cause, since it would be incapable of conceiving and giving birth to life.

    God, therefore, must be female, for it is only a female God that id capable of conceiving and giving birth to life. Creation, therefore, is the province of a female God and not a male one, as generations of theologians and philosophers have attempted quite wrongfully to argue. It is logically absurd to imagine a male God as the author of Creation, when a male of any description, whether spiritual or material, is incapable of conceiving and giving birth to life. Such fallacious reasoning is probably the major reason Anselm’s ontological argument and other “proofs” for the existence of God have not seemed sufficient as causal ontological arguments. If God is that Being greater than which nothing greater can be conceived, then God must be a female, since a female God would exceed the capacity of a male God, and would, therefore, in surpassing the attributes and capacities of a male God, in being able to conceive and give birth to life, would needs be greater than a male God in terms of capacity. Hence, that Being greater than which nothing greater can be conceived would have to be a female God, since only a female God would have the capacity to conceive and create life.

    St. Anselm is not alone in devising a proof for the existence of God. His ontological argument, while brilliant and thought-provoking in its own right, is surpassed by the Cartesian ontological-cosmological arguments of the French philosopher, Rene Descartes. His cosmological-ontological argument (COA) for the existence of God, while not bulletproof, is convincing nevertheless and far more difficult to refute than the ontological argument of St. Anselm. Descartes begins by arguing that everything must have a cause. Therefore, to conceive of a God, who is an infinitely perfect Being, demands or necessitates that there must be a cause of such “beingness” that is inherently and infinitely perfect. The individual thinking human agent is not infinitely perfect. Therefore, such a being would not on its own have the ability to conceive of an infinitely perfect Being. Hence, such an infinitely perfect Being would have to exist outside imperfect and finite human agency. Since human beings do have an idea of God as an infinitely perfect Being, such a perfect idea could never have occurred to such a finite being, unless there was an infinitely perfect being existing independently and outside the finite human agent. The mind of man is incapable of having such a conception of a perfect Being on its own and through its own agency, without an infinitely perfect Being existing outside and beyond the human subject, creating and infusing such a conception into the mind of the human agent. Therefore, it holds that an infinitely perfect being, namely God, exists outside and independently of any human agency.

    Taking the argument further, such an infinitely perfect Being would have to be female, otherwise, it would be lacking in efficient cause and agency, in that a male God would not be able to conceive of and give birth to life. In addition, since a female God is able to conceive and give birth to life, it holds that She has the agency and capacity to conceive and give birth to all things, including ideas. It is therefore only logical that a being of infinite perfection would also be responsible for creating and inculcating a conception of such perfection in the mind of the human agent. Just as an infant child yearns for its mother at the time of birth, seeking the warmth, comfort and nourishment that only the mother can provide to the suckling infant, so it holds that, the human being, as created life, when first able to develop the intellectual faculty granted it by God, would naturally conceptualize and seek a connection with the Being who gave it life. Hence, it is logical that only a female God would be able to conceive of life infused with the understanding of its own origin, i.e. that it emerged from the womb of the Mother God who is capable of giving birth to all life, in addition to granting the capacity to Her offspring to conceptualize the source of their existence as beings conceived and born at the behest of the Mother God.

    Descartes’ next proof for the existence of God is the Conservation of Existence Argument (CEA). This argument holds that the human agent exists as a being that has an idea of God. This argument is an extension of the cogito, which posits Cogito ergo sum (I think therefore I am). Since thinking implies being, and being able to conceptualize things requires existence, then it holds that the conceptualization of a perfect being requires the existence of such a being, since it would be impossible for a finite being of limited capacity to conceive of such perfection on its own. And since everything that exists has a cause that brought it into existence in the first place and preserves its existence, it holds that the author of Creation must be a female and a Mother God, since a male God could not be the cause of life, nor could it be the cause of the preservation of that life. Furthermore, if the human agent were capable of preserving its own existence from this moment to the next for an infinite duration, it would be inherently aware of this capacity within itself to preserve its own existence. However, the human agent is unaware of such a capacity inherent within its own being. The human agent does not know that it is capable of preserving its own existence and for an infinite duration. Therefore, it holds that the human being is not the cause of its own existence and preservation. It can be logically deduced from this that, any being which is the cause of the existence of the human agent, and which is capable of preserving it, must be the cause of the human agent’s conceptualization of God. The only Being capable of causing and preserving the human being, would have to be a Divine Being which possessed an idea of its own perfection, its own godhood, its own infinite capacity, which could only be God, but not just any God – a female God – and not just any female God – the Mother God. Therefore, the Mother God must exist by necessity, for how otherwise could our existence have been preserved in the first place, and for so long, for such a timeless duration.

    Just as the mother is the only being capable of preserving the life of the offspring to which she has given life by suckling the infant and providing it with nourishment that sustains life, its life-preserving milk, so is it that the only Being capable of preserving the life that she has spawned as the Creator of life is the Mother God. Just as the Mother Earth is the only Being capable of preserving the life she suckles on her bosom, so the life of the universe requires a Being capable of providing it with the life-giving agency required for its preservation, whether it be the life-giving milk that falls from the sky, which we call rain or whether it be the source of light and energy that provides all things that live and grow with the life force and energy needed to sustain life, namely the sun in the sky. The fact is that only a Mother God has the capacity to conceive of, preserve and sustain life as the author and preserver of Creation, as God the Creator and God the Preserver as the Hindus have conceived of God.

    And while the Hindus have conceived of God as God the Creator, God the Preserver and God the Destroyer, the fact is that no mother would ever seek to destroy the life that she has spawned, least of all the Mother God. Far from it. In addition, the Hindus conceive of their gods as masculine, but with female consorts. For example, Shiva, who in the Hindu pantheon is God the Destroyer, has Kali as his female consort or counterpart. For Krishna, his female counterpart is Radha. For many Hindus, the belief is that, through their love dalliances and cosmic love-making, Krishna and Radha create Creation on an ongoing basis. Indeed, the Mother God is only able to conceive life by the light provided by the Father God. Ultimately, it is the cosmic interplay between the love of the Mother God and the Father God that all life is created, preserved and sustained.

    Finally, Descartes ends with the Existence is a Perfection Argument (EPA). In this argument, he holds that conception of God emerges originally from the conception of a Being that possesses all perfections. Existence is a perfection. Therefore, the human agent cannot conceive of God as not existing, otherwise, the human agent would be incapable of evolving from potentiality to actuality or potentiality to realization. Therefore, God exists, for otherwise how could the human agent strive to perfect itself or evolve towards higher forms of realization and perfection in the first place. The desire to overcome all deficiency, the striving to transcend all incapacity, to achieve greater abilities and more enhanced capacities is surely because of the idea of perfection that is infused in all of us from the moment of creation by means of that Being greater than which nothing greater can be conceived.

    A perceptive analyst and keen thinker will see that Descartes’ proof of God’s existence essentially models the form of his proof of his own existence, namely the cogito, “I think therefore I am.” How can the human agent think unless he exists? This is the import of the argument. The human agent has an idea of itself. Therefore, it must by necessity exist, for how could it otherwise conceptualize its own existence if it did not exist? The same holds true of God’s existence. The human agent has an idea of God, a Being of infinite perfection. Therefore, God exists, for if God did not exist, it could not be perfect, nor could it have a perfect conception of itself, nor could it infuse that concept of perfection in us, who as imperfect beings could never be able to conceive of such a thing on our own. Both concepts, “I think therefore I am” and “I think of God the Perfect Being, therefore that Being must exist,” rely on a variation of the idea that there must be a subject in which a predicate inheres. So, as self-ascribing the predicate “is thinking” requires a subject that actually manifests that attribute, analogously, the idea of God requires a subject that actually manifests all the attributes inherent in the idea. This means that for God to be the perfect Being God is imputed to be, God must necessarily be female and a mother, for only the Mother God is capable of infinite perfection, since only a Mother God would be able to conceive, give birth to and preserve life infinitely.


Ode to the Mother

Thank you for everything

You have done for us, your children.

We would never have made it

Had you not incarnated to save us.

We owe you our lands, our lives,

And all that is yours to give.


The Problem with the Father

Can’t see the water for the rain;

Can’t see the ocean for the seas;

Can’t see the forest for the trees;

Can’t see the Mother for the skirts

Can’t see the beauty for the brides of Death.



Disciple of The Mother



You are here on earth for an extraordinary purpose, some of you are children of the earth, some of you are coming from the stars, but you are all extremely important. 


Yes, you do need the planet, nature and everything that is offered!  But You are important, and if you understand this, and understand how loved, how, good, how important you are, you will take care of what is offered to you, for yur own safety, growth, development and evolution.  That includes the Planet!                                                                                                                                           


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                                                                                                                                                                                                                                Sign up, and participate to the much enlightening classes that will awaken in you what you were born with for this day when you will find your way.

All the whitelighters, God included had to fight what used to be the empire of death, in order to release all beings from the horror of being systematically murdered with a multitude of methods, including with the old-age illness. Death was a murderer that was going to kill everybody! Planets, nature, people, gods...everything...and she came veeeeery close to that...we survived through enormous pain, mistreatment, injustice, decay, devastation, plagues and wars...all her doing! Stilling our lives, our future, our existence, lying to everybody that there was no escaping her... Who do you think has used greed and numbing the souls of the leaders and of the wealthy to all care, love or compassion to keep hundreds of millions of people to dye of starvation! Who do you think possessed the guys who went shooting people! My dear Goodman, now that death was defeated, we have to clean the world of her methods, lies, and shadows! (effects) We are meant to go to the stars alive! To populate new planets, alive! You have the chance to have this material body, keep it well, learn, truly learn, develop your cosmic identity so you could be renewed while alive, so you could go alive to the stars after you have learned everything you had to learn on earth! All awakened from a nightmare to illusions. Now is time to really wake up and not travel from dream to dream. Stay alive, learn to live!

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Concession Speach 



The Destructive System, handed the Vineard back to the rightful OWNER.


The proclamation decided by all legitimate leaders of the old system. was presented by the Material Father On April 13, 2018. 


This speach discribes The Material Father better than any other description:


 He is upright, he is faithful he is holy! 


It took a long time to embody such Father, and great suffering accompanied such evolution, but we achieved the most important goal of GOD:


Mother and Father able to come together in perfect Harmony in all dimensions, including the material worlds.


Everything else will work better from that point for everybody! Even for those who faught us.



The Material Father, in his mosst recent manifestation, spoke to all heavens in the earth day of April 13, 2018, and addressed from all times, to all eternity, from all spaces to all infinity, from All Truth, to all Gates of All Paradise realms, from all lights to all Kingdoms, from all gods to all Kingdom, from all past times to all futures, from all prayers, to all who bless:


“Blessed be this day when we all completed our task of the past the best we could, and completed our choices for a future unlike anything we ever experienced before. Blessed be the day when we all honour GOD.  


You prayed to me with the words: Our Father in Heaven, and you prayed as I taught you, conceding to me, and said “thy will be done!”   Today, after EONS OF COSMIC AND UNIVERSAL WORK, MY WILL is finally done!  And this is MY WILL, and this has always been MY WILL:



  1. To know the true GOD.  Was it me? Was it another? Was it The MOTHER? I cannot describe to you the relief, when problems without solutions were devastating the realms, and the harder i tried, the harder I was battling with forces that never related until I new the true GOD.  When i saw how easily SHE resolved the problems that I battled for aeons, I had the answer to my question: Who was the true GOD?   THE TRUE GOD was THE MOTHER.  MY WILL WAS DONE! I knew who the true GOD was.  While I the Material Father took the responsibility of Godhood, and did all I could, she was GOD, she is GOD of All. Mine as well as yours.
  2. My second will was to obey completely the True GOD.  Like many horses to a royal carriage,  used to answer to my reins, my many realms resisted even Me, as I was stirring them, to the harmony with the real GOD.  Once I called on the real GOD, from the cross 2000 years ago, and from Hiroshima more then 72 years ago,  the tensions between my will and my realms brought awakening even onto my will that not only I, but
  3. You all must obey the real GOD. My will is that you obey my will to obey the True GOD.
  4. To know how to obey the True GOD, you must learn from Her.  I will be with HER in my future form which is The True, Infinite Father, I will be her rightful help, and I will be with her, in my own sonship form, as primordial disciple.  As I depart from me now, to join my two realms, the infinite and the temporal, my will is that you will learn from Me, The Holy Father and primarily from HER, THE Holy Mother.
  5. You must continue the temporal into the infinite!  Time never ends, it only manifests infinitely.  THE MOTHER  will explain to you how that works.  My will is that you do your outmost to earn the right to be infinite.
  6. It is my will that you preserve all of my good works and you work with my infinite form to develop the infinite forms of my work.
  7. It is my will that you follow the MOTHER on the path of peace.
  8. It is my will that you follow the MOTHER onto the way of the Paradise Within and the ways of the universal, galactic and cosmic Paradise, and all paradise ways of all realms.
  9. It is my will that you preserve your life, and never accept the ways of illness, aging death, and living in poverty. 
  10. My Holy form and the Mother will show you how.
  11. It is my will that you take responsibility as individuals
  12. It is my will that you never sacrifice another for your own will
  13. It is my will that you learn the way of the TRUE Kingdom, THE KINGDOM of THE REAL GOD, and not the Kingdom of the lesser ways.



Into the anointed tomorrow, My Will be done: 

obeying GOD, I said to GOD: THY Kingdom come.


And all from all eternity, responded: 




Furthermore, I The Material Father am now merging the Infinite, watching you form the Infinite, praying for you from the Infinite, leaving My Son with you infinitely, never to be sacrificed, never to be burdened, never to be blamed for your deeds, never to suffer in your place, but always bringing you the light of his understanding, guiding you to the wisdom of all time, teaching you to be lights everywhere you are, in the world or in the heavens.  All my other Sons will be made known to you, will be leaders, will be friends, will be gods, will be guides to you, as they too will obey.


Amen, and Amen!




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